today woke up at 12pm, then went yeong hse there play bball.. then so hot lorz, lol.. but nv kanna sunburn... then horz, eat there lorz.. after that sit down and tok tok with them lorz.. then after that went home..

Hoping for a better tml..

she's a very tough gal.. haiz.. but tough oso got the other side de mahz.. haiz.. basically, nth much happened today.. so nth much to write abt.. today yeong bday, so i say happy bday to him here lahz.. and today tern went to aus le, haiz.. but i guess she will come back and visit us de.. tk care wor tern.. all the best to you... that's all ba.. nitez everyone..

Hoping for a better tml..

this morning during P.E, haiz.. that toopid bin anyhow hit, hit my that place, haiz.. toot sia him, first time hit then kana.. today went to gym after sch, after that almost every part of the body pain, the joints and all.. haiz.. really old liaoz.. lol.. next week i'm gonna go tuition liaoz lahz, cannot play play le, for wateva sake, muz go le.. haiz.. finally, replied 1 msg, but i think it's enough le lahz.. dont hope too much.. lol.. my blog entries font color izzit very light? anyone can give comments? cos i see ppl saying it's light, but i can see clearly lehz.. dots.. lol.. kkz lahz, tml still got 2 tests, so i think i go study le lahz.. that's all for today.. nitez everyone.

Hoping for a better tml..

this few days did not update my blog.. lol.. surprisingly that sTufY will tag my board.. lol.. thanx wor.. i think i shall not let anything affect me ba.. i have to work with my best.. in everything.. eg: studies & ... lol.. i just changed my blog music.. but i guess the quality not very good, actually wanted to find shin's si le dou yao ai, but cant find.. haiz.. that's song quite nice. today went out with rui and boon kiat, to city hall then went bugis. we went city hall to pei rui collect his cam. den went bugis go simlim sq.. along the way, we went to temple and pray pray.. then rui bought a bag too.. i oso wanna buy bag lehz.. but horz, no money lahz.. still owe mdm Goh, $4.. lol.. then still quite a no of hw undone.. think going to do tonitez, next week i guess i need to go tuition le ba.. and tml going to gym.. that's all for today i guess.. haiz.. but things aren't going smoothly ba.. i oso like to do my best, but u dun give me that chance to..but nvm.. i will do it..

Hoping for a better tml..

today i did nth much except doing the math hw.. slpet almost the whole day.. now i understand why when ppl stress or fan nao they will tend to slp and slp or drink and drink.. lol.. ytd nitez, conference with shiong, yeong and kai shi.. haiz... after that i found myself in deep deep shit man.. haiz.. for wat i said and wrote on the blog.. haiz.. if it's meant to be, den let it be ba.. hope u will pardon me for this.. However, i really dunwan to affect her style of living.. haiz.. now i understand what it mean by cang zai xin li de hua, zui hao hai shi ji xu liu zai xin li, ru guo ba xin li de hua shuo chu lai, hui yi fa bu ke shou shi de.. haiz.. what ever it is.. haiz.. sorry wor.. hope she will forgive me ba.. hope to see ur smile everyday.. that's what i wish for ba.. nitez everyone, i just put up the tag board again.. erm, can cr8 havoc la, but the ritez type plzzz... lolx.. this coming week, we have chem test on tue, prepare to flunk liaoz.. and got the chi test, dunno when and what lahz.. forget it.. no mood for all that.. lol..

Hoping for a better tml..

haiz.. after hearing wat kat said, i have also thot for a bit, i think it's true lahz.. so for the ppl who noes hu is that her, can you guys please just keep it in ur heart.. thanx in advance.. but frankly speaking, anything between us, only concerns the both of us lahz.. so i hope you guys noe le jiu haoz... actually no intention to put that up de, just that day too haiz.. dunno what lahz.. aiyaz.. forget it.. haiz.. another time fail liaoz.. but nvm, jian ci dao di.. haiz.. wo de xin hao luan...

haiz... wo zhen de hao xin tong.. haiz.. i sat under the sun for almost 3 hrs, just wanna see you for a few moments.. haiz.. but when the moment u saw me, you sigh.. haiz.. why why?? but i wont give up so easily de.. i wont.. as i said, choose to like you ish my choice.. whether to accept me, ish ur choice.. i will show u my sincerity ba.. believe me, one day.. i will wan u to accept me de.. i'm alright le.. i really wan to see u smile to me again.. i really hope to see man.. i love u..

Hoping for a better tml..

i was too tired to blog liaoz, so i got 2 days nv blog le lahz.. haiz..

On 17th,

went to eat pizza hut lahz, whee treat, cos he's bday ma.. den he feel rich, actually ish not lahz, if that someone wasn't there, we will have no pizzas to eat, so i'm here to thank her.. hahaz..

On 18th,

there was the jazz dance thingy, no bad, no bored, then after that got choir, after choir went to eat mac with mandi and jin xian.. then after that i had made a decision.. so i went to tel her.. haiz... but i dunno whether i had made a wrong choice or not.. cos she seems to be like avoiding? haiz... nvm, i will do my best, i will!!! no matter what, what i told u ish true.. i hope u really consider what i told u.. haiz..

On 19,

today nth much happened, just that after sch i was too bo liaoz to trick on ppl, quite a no. kanna trick lahz.. i was bad.. i'm bad.. i dunno what i should do.. God please tell me.. haiz... wo yi ding hui zhong xin qi dai de.. haiz.. tml still have 2 tests.. but dun feel like studying, but i will study de.. lol.. ironic.. lolx..

Hoping for a better tml..

watched vcd again, then went out with rui, bin, kat, rac, whee, dan and sharon in the afternoon, went to eat and celebrate whee's bday again. lol. haiz.. then came back, dun feel like doing anything liaoz, hw undone, haiz.. that vcd really so touching, esp disc 13, 15 and 17.. haiz.,.. mayb i too emotional liaoz, drop tears sia.. haiz.. mayb it's somehow relevant to my real life ba.. maybe, dunno.. but nvm, tml i confiem kanna scolded for sure, everything undone.. haiz.. today i have decided to slp early, wake up tml morn and do ba.. lol. nitez everyone..

Hoping for a better tml.

watched vcd till 2+, woke up at 8+, then went out with whee, rui, kat, rac, jia yi, ah ya.. celebrate whee's birthday mahz, then went to play pool oso, haiz.. everything has de-proved.. hahaz, mayb it's they improved lahz. lol. haiz.. then after that went out with my aunt and all, bought a bed and a cabinet.. haiz.. sianz sianz.. we are drifting apart, it's really far for me to reach her.. tian di xia zui yuan de ju li bu shi tian ya hai jiao, er shi wo zai ni mian qian er ni que bu zhi dao wo ai ni... haiz.. i like u, but you dunno.. mayb that you noe, but u just dun care.. but somehow it's true ba, you dun need to care, cos is i like you.. haiz.. muz take care wor everyone.. tml i muz start doing hw liaoz.. haiz.. monday still got test.. sucks.. tml dunno sharon they all goona go out not, haiz... go watch vcd liaoz.. nitez everyone who's reading my blog.

Hoping for a better tml..

today, quite relax at the hospi there, a bit sianz.. but nvm. after that, went back to sch to eat, cos i only left 2 bucks for the day, haiz.. muz save money liaoz, spent too much this week.. dunno on wat? after that play bball, haiz.. my skills sucks, cant even shoot in the ball. so long nv touch ball le. jialat.then after that went home, so tiring, and had a nap.. then ate dinner at 7, and followed by ps2.. haiz.. i think she really like dulan with me or smth. if got a chance, i rather be back to last yr dec hol, haiz... xiang hui dao guo qu..

Hoping for a better tml.

today, went to AMKH to help out, that's our cip lorz. tml still need to go again. saw alot of old ppl, think of my grandparents. they are not here anymore, haiz.. i wonder what if next time when i'm old.. haiz. one of the nurses there, told us, there were one old man who cried, cos he dunhav any family members to celebrate cny with him, then cos our co ppl played cny songs ma.. haiz.. then he was touched ba.. haiz.. so sad.. i wonder next time would i be able to spend my life with my beloved one.. haiz.. nvm.. nvm.. i seem troubled with this kind of stuff again now.. freak.. freak freak.. nvm, maybe now is better la, jus stay as a normal fren.. good enough, can tok to her, see her, wq, you should be contented liaoz.. haiz..

Hoping for a better tml.

as usual, felt slpy during chem and ss lesson.. haiz.. i think my bro's relation with that gal, has becoming worsen and worsen, haiz.. mayb it's better for her and him.. haiz.. but why muz be lidat lehz? why? it's somehow so unfair for him.. haiz... God!!! mayb everything ish fated, destiny!!! haiz... but why lehz? why lehz? why cant he has a good time with the gal?? haiz... nvm.. tml we have our cip..

Hoping for a better tml.

today, nth much happened, just a normal sch day fer me, haiz.. my chem really hopeless le, haiz.. after sch had cca lahz. haiz.. then went out with Mandi, Karmen, Jin Xian for dinner.. Mandi is still the same as a yr ago, lol. still so slim, still so pretty, mayb even prettier, lol. haiz... but my bro and that gal i guess the condition has became worsen. haiz.. mayb it had nv been good before, haiz.. he's so troubled. God please help him. i dunno whether he's a good guy or not. haiz.. dunno lahz..

Hoping for a better tml.

today it's a normal sch day, had the 2nd chi test, haiz.. shit, i think i sure get a lousy result liaoz.. haiz.. lol. today that ah dao kanna call out, hahaz. cos she dint bring tie, but i reminded her ytd, lol. after sch, went to watch movie. initialy wanted to watch the fockers, but in the end went to watch the world without thieves, lol. again. hahaz. den met ah lian at century there. then after that went home lorz, and play ps2, haiz.. i gonna do my hw soon, i guess, but i feel like slping..

Hoping for a better tml.

basically, i did nth today, slept at 3+ while waiting for reply, then slept till 10+ and watched glass shoe, then after that play ps2, then after that goes back to slp. woke up at 5+ then started to using com a while and did my eng hw and maths hw half way thru. now gonna study chi. i wanna get the full marks, haiz.. hope so.

i really dun understand my "bro", haiz.. dunno what he want lahz. like a gal, but in the end, dunno what happen. haiz.. dunno him lahz, dun care him lahz. i study better.. haiz.. but he my bro cant say that to him lahz, we have been bro for many many yrs le, since i was born? mayb since i can rmb. lol. haiz..

hoping for a better tml.

this morn, went to Mrs Wong's hse with tit, fac, chuan and via, saw his son, Mathew, he's so cute. lol. babies are cute, his size is like smaller than my sis when she's born, lol. long time nv carry baby liaoz. haiz.. then we left at 3+ then went to meet rui, cos he ask me to go church with him lahz. hahaz, he not so holy, lolx, cos got gal ask him go mahz, den he paisehz to go alone, so he drag me along, i'm kind enough to go with him lorz, lol. that church is named Corner Stone at katong. it's inside a building de, lol. i was like htinkin, Katong shopping centre there where got church, lol. then after that went to tamp and have our dinner, then after that go play lan, then go home and watch vcd and all.

Hoping for a better tml.

haiz..... nth much happen lahz. just a normal sch day, but today we had the sec 1 audition, lolx.. there's alot of guys and not many gals compared to last yr.. then after ach went to gym with rui, and after that my shoulders are aching. this yr like nv stay in class de sia.. lolx, no many chance to tok to classmates. haiz..

Hoping for a better tml.

dint blog ytd, too tired and nth really happen, just a normal day. today normal in sch, after sch went to repair my spect, it broke into half during hol, lol. then bought a game, lol. then went home and slp, then now start studying for tml's chi test, i wanna score for tml, dun care. lol.

Hoping for a better tml.

today, nth much happened, felt sleepy all the way, dunno why. after sch there's a presentation. after that i went home and slept on the bus, but i miss my stop, and went all the way to the bus interchange. lol. then got ppl say me why so stupid, lol. i oso dunno. lol. i'm really stupid la. wahz liaoz, i dunno what happen to my blog sia, why become blank de, mayb tml den i go check lahz. so tired.

Hoping for a better tml

first day of sch in the yr 2005, alot of funny stuff and saddening stuuf pop up, shall not go into it. i'm glad to see so many of my frens, esp her. shall not go into details too. lol. i hope i dun slack this yr, cos it's really a very impt yr, but i just bought a new ps2 game. haiz.. muz control liaoz. tml still got presentation. haiz.. dunno wat to talk. but nvm. mayb today see liaoz too happy, till i dunno wat to type. lol. nth much change i guess. the environment still as usual. today went to return chuan's bicycle liaoz. then went whitesand walk walk with rui and whee. that's all for today.

Hoping for a better tml.

29th Dec

woke up in the morning and went to collect buffet with Erwin lorz, then after that go back to fetch Sharon, den went to chalet, cos too much food, then we decided to have bbq on 3 days. then at the evening, we have our bbq lorz. while they start the fire, sharon and i went to cheers to buy some other stuff lorz. cos no shampoo and al ma. lol. then Erwin was helpful lorz, he came out to fetch us and he helped us bbq, but ate a little bit only. then i dint bring clothes, so i went home that night, cos Erwin got van that night la. lol.


30th Dec

gonna stay at chalet, so at noon, i cycled all the way from sk to tamp then to chalet. After that, whee say need to buy food, then nobody there ma, all say later then come. then sharon still orhz orhz. lol. actually she said going to work de, but cant make it. lol. then whee and zhu zhu rent 2 bicycle, then 3 of us cycle to whitesand buy food lorz. buy liaoz, we met kat and rac, then the 2 of us follow whee go his hse to marinage the chicken wings. then zhu and i went back chalet. after that, i go orhz orhz a while, then i woke up and marinage the sotongs. then after that nobody there to start fire lorz, so i have to start. after that bbq again. then after that went to cycle with rui, young wei, ah heng and chee peng. then at night a few of us tok tok till the next morning 8am. lol.

31st Dec

slept at 8am lorz, after some of them woke up and went to work, the i slept all the way to 2pm. then coco aka mandy was so kind to help me da pao food lorz, the food was delicious. lol. then watch vcd a while, then rac and kat came. then kat went out with young wei and rui to return young wei's bikes. then rac was there to watch vcd with us. then she ate her lunch and i ate my lunch, after i finish eating, watch vcd a while more, and i went back to slp. lol. till 8 pm. woohoo.. lol. then went out with guo ming to buy vodka and vcd, cos coco say got 50% discount ma. then bbq again. lol. that night was mandy who started the fire wor. dun play play. lol. then went out with rui and glendon, wanted to play pool, but they cant, so we played daytona, then after that waited for another game for like 1/2 an hr and played for 5 min, what the fish. then after that went back chalet and a few of us started to play poker cards. lol. then after that lin wei came. lol. it was almost 12 liaoz, all of us wanna sabo lin wei. lol. *dong* Happy new yr liaoz. then we waited for lin wei, cos he was in the toilet, wahahah. then we had all the water fight and all, it lasted for almost an hr. lolx. last but not least, that toopid coco used satay sauce and chili sauce sia, lol. then in the end, the 2 of us really stink like shit. lol. i have to wash my hair for 4 times. yucks. lol. then cos the next morning i need to work, so i went back after that. i reached home was abt 3.30am.


1st Jan

Reached orchard at 9.30. after that went to send buffet and all, that wasn't a lucky day of mine, made quite a no. of mistakes when sending buffet and working at night. give the customer receipt but nv collect the $$ from them, then at night, spill out a jar of water, luckily not on anyone. then after that went to pasir ris to eat, then went to chalet and get all the extra food home. then since nobody wanna stay there, so we checked out liaoz. then after that all take cab home, i reached home at abt 2.30am lorz.

2nd Jan

woke up at 2, later gonna return Dor's library books, and i'm gonna borrow again. lol. cos not enough time to finish it. then gonna go whee hse to returb chuan's bike, then after that haiz. dunno lorz. see first.