sry about it, i reach home quite late, so i didn't update in time :). suddenly i realise that for this 2 weeks i got and learn many things. and i'm really glad. :) but if it means that i have to lose something. i also have to admit to fate. :)

But can i choose what i wanna lose? why muz always be that case? haiz.. things haven confirm yet and yet i'm so pessimistic. lol :) Let me ask u guys 1 qn. If i really gonna die, will u really miss me? How long will u miss me? How much will u miss me? will u cry for me? lol :)

sry, i'm just being stupid. :) if i really gonna die. i hope that u guys will live happier. take all my happiness and put into u guys' lives. :) Dun cry for me. i dun wish u guys sad and esp sad for me. :) i wan u guys to smile :). if u guys wanna see me, i will be everywhere. :). i will wish my ashes being throw into the air and sea. :) i love nature. i love u guys too. :)

suddenly, i really hope she wont like me, cos i dunwan when she really fall for me, then i have to go or what. :) i dunwan to see her sad :). so if u guys noe smth, pls dun tel her :) thanx 1st arhz. i think i really falling for her more as each day pass by. i noe i cant, and i'm really trying not to. anyway, i will do the necessarily things for that.

anyway, 7days left! u guys mux take gd care of urself horz. nitez, swt dreams!