Ytd came back rather late, so i didn't update any post. I guess i'm back to the square one again. lol.

Just realise, sometimes things we do out of our care actually is ver selfish, we thought we care for others, but in another hand. ppl might feel hurt through the way we care. sounds chim ya? but i'm just realise how fortunate can someone be. sometimes really hope miracle can happen to me.

Is love really so important? i was posted with this qn. my ans is YES. y? perhaps she knows the ans. sometimes, i also dunno what i want. Let's say $ vs true love. which 1 will u choose? if i'm posted with this qn. i will be stuck, cos this 2 things are important. but which is more? maybe for now i will choose true love. but in the future, dunno.

Is outlook really so important to make a perfect guy? sometimes i really idol God, cos i think he's the one who will not say if u can grow to 1.70m jiu hao. if u can slim down jiu hao. if u can.... hahaz. sometimes even my mama also think so, also tell me the same thing. but to human, i guess yes. outlook is ver important.

God, i really love You. Is u who won't think that i'm imperfect. is u, who send Siong to me. Is u who always help me at those critical moment. Is u, who is watching me being bad, being lonely, being selfish, being self centred, being agressive, being impatience, being rough, being criticise. But U dint abandon me cos of what i did and how i behaved. Instead, u teach me to be gd, u send a ver true friend to me, u let me learn to put others b4 self ( though i still learning), u let me know that i'm not living alone, so have to care for others. u let me learn how to be patience, u teach me ways to take the criticism. God, without u, i confirm there's no such Wenqi in this world. I really want to glorify u, i just want 1 more miracle to happen. 1 more miracle that i wish to happen. Am i asking for too much? Sry God, i think, i can only ask the miracle to happen from u. cos U r a miracle creator.

I think my life is not meaningless, just that i don't really treat those aims as a meaningful things. Maybe those aims are for me to give hopes to others, give care to others. give love to others in His Name. After typing this post, i realise that God really loves me alot. God i love u too. But i'm still thinks that God u love others more. God loves me by his own way, and which is not the way i expect it to be. but i know, the love he gives will be 100%.

God, i guess i know what's ur ans to my qn. i guess i know what to do le ba. i shall focus on other things which can glorify U. I guess u still dunwan me to go into it. is becos i still got alot of things have not learn well ba. God, next sem i will get 3.7GPA. and i will tell everyone that this is the result God gives it to me. i want to use my next sem result to glorify u. I hope during the process, if i'm drifting apart, please guide me back.

God, I love You.